I realised over the last couple of days just how people can be truly amazing. It is when you reach out and see exactly who is there for you, that you may never have even expected, just makes my heart melt and makes your problems seemed halved and so much better for it.
Since my full surrender (mentioned in my post random clarity) I have been having lots of fun with my panic and Ego. I know it is a test and a bit of a shake up for them as I start treading water, rather than sinking in it, but either way it has still been hard to cope with and understand. The old ways of being frustrated and severely peed off have been coming to the surface but I have beaten them back with a stick (gently of course) and continued on my making friends path. I have reassured those parts of me that it is ok and that we are just doing it a new way, and they are still needed in the right times. I am not letting them go or wanting to get rid of them, I am just accepting of them as I learn new ways of navigating. I got some fabulous tips from Super J, from ladies who I am in groups with on Facebook and those friends of mine who are only a message away and are there for me when I need it.
Some say that groups like that don’t really mean anything etc. but seriously the amount of support that came from a single offhanded comment has been immense. These are people who have never met me, some even being on the other side of the world, yet in my time of need, gave me some kick butt solutions and helped me on my way. I cannot begin to show how much appreciation I have for them all.
It just goes to show you are not on your own, and that there are some amazing and incredible people out there. Learn to reach out and gain some new tips and insight that will help you on your way. It may be advice you have heard before, but at that right point in time, may just give you the AHA moment of clarity that you need. It also gives you that amazingly positive feeling that you need when you feel the negativity closing in.
You can only be responsible for getting yourself there and doing the work, but that doesn’t mean you cannot have your very own Superhero League standing beside you.
I am immensely grateful for mine.